This is so beautiful I might cry.
I’m sorry, I don’t usually reblog this kind of thing but holy fucking shit
I don’t know this bugs me so fucking much. Like when I’m depressed or upset, I usually just want to talk to my boyfriend. But then I still feel like ill get judged, or start something for us to fight. I feel like shit 75% of the time of my day. I went on tumblr and saw that he removed me from his tumblr. Again, feeling like shit, and feeling like I’m hidden from his life again.. :(
I’m completely in love with him, but sometimes it hurts wanting to just yell at him about how he makes me feel when he does this. I get this sinking feeling in my chest and I feel hollow. It’s the worst feeling ever. But I somehow manage to still get through.
Hopefully having this tumblr open to vent will do me better, because I really could use this.
I’ve sent him a few text, but my bipolar shitmood is kicking in really bad, so I probably sound like a bitch in the texts.. Great. Well, I just I don’t know. I’m deciding whether I want to tell him about how I wanna be on him tumblr or not.. But then I don’t want to sound too clingy. I don’t know. I usually had a big smile whenever I went on it, and saw that I was on there, I felt like I was HIS. but whatever.. Night.
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